when I feel like writing somthing, the same idea lingers in my mind. I cannot remember how many times i have asked myself where I should head for,and what is my destination where I manage to reach with my limited learning and social connection. it's already 3 years after graduation, not a long time but,i believe,is a part of my best years.I once read somewhere:if one has not yet konwn what to do untill the age of 27,there is a big possibility that he will not achieve anything in his life. I agree with it partially.

    Life is different to us as the wold develops into such a phase, especially in China who has experienced major changes during the past three decades.Elders of my father's generation always belecture me by telling the miserable life in the past, say, rice was the only food for each meal,new clothes was a luxury which could be expected only during the spring festival, but they forgot a very important fact that people of that age had been all poor.The world is developing,the miserableness is changing.Happniness is based on contrast of the same period of time, vetical contrast only demonstrates the progressing of the world.

    Many of my classmates got married ,most during the past 2 years.A rough analysis tells me 100% of them got married out of the saving of the spouse's parents or both parents--spacious house,sharp-looking private cars which may take my whole life's effort realize. It's a dream for me.